Not ready

If it's one thing I've learned it's that I have no time for a relationship. I have no additional focus to spend, no joy to bring, no initiative to take on responsibility for anyone other than myself.

I am already drowning. There is no desire in me to drag someone else down with me. No desire to be the weak one who has to be taken care of.

For the next six months I have to be of a single mind and I will cut out whatever access that gets in the way.

I haven't met you yet and so I hope you will be satisfied that I dream of you only in sleep.


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