12:40 AM, Thursday, April 23, 2009
I love the dynamics of our household. I wish it would continue to stay this way. I don't want Zach to leave. I think it might actually pain me when he does move out.
Poor Marco, I might just have to dislike him already for even agreeing to move in. Simply for the very unjust reason of him not being Zach.
It's just that I really like these nights when we simply convene in one of our bedrooms and talk about everything and nothing. Exboyfriends, friends, food, drawing, theology, work... Life. It's 2.30 in the morning and Kenn has work tomorrow, I have a 9am class but still we sit and tell stories and joke around.
What if Marco isn't funny or sarcastic or endearing in any way?
Okay... I know I'm just being stupid and sentimental, but I'm kind of happy right now and I really wish things would stay this way.
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