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Martina.
Tina. Marty. Marts.
TiniTinyTina!
An iTram.
An 'IT' ram. (the jay chou of sheep)
celestial beings.
9:26 PM, Saturday, March 18, 2006
The weight has been lifted.
Now there's nothing but the bitter-sweet nostalgia.
I am old enough to deal with this. It just takes me a little bit longer right now cause I haven't had to deal with such feelings for a very, VERY long time. I'm quite confused as how to dispose of them. I guess the best way through this is acceptance. In all aspects. But it's not just the basic straight forward kind of feelings... but then again.. when are they ever straight forward?
They lead to all kinds of dark little places which I haven't visited for a while, like envy - and probably the rest of the 7 deadly sins. Ah well.
At least I know that I mean well.
I mean, I want him to be happy.
And I'm happy for her.
Yes, as well as insanely jealous, but happy all the same.
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