4:39 PM, Friday, February 24, 2006
Right now I want nothing more than to rake my nails through a semi-soft surface. Semi-soft like warm rubber or possibly even flesh.
I want to feel the pressure beneath my finger tips and see my tendons rise under my skin.
I also need to hear something scream, whether it's me or someone else doesn't really matter.
I can't even begin to express how aggravated I feel. I feel so fucking stupid, you have no idea. How could it have ended up like that?
It was so easy. So, so damn easy.
And yet I felt like a stupid deer, caught in the headlights.
Pffffffffffft.
I should just curl up and DIE.
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